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My eyes gets frozen like OMG
Whenever I see you, I’m shock with glee
My face flushing, I just can’t hide
Holy crap! You’re on the ride.

My heart beats loud like OMG
As you come closer, I’m trying to flee
It’s kinda insane, I’m on that flame
Oh, so damn! I’m on this game.

My mind so strange like OMG
It’s you, and you...how could it be?
Can’t help but to smile when I think of you
What the heck?...what would I do?

Everything sounds like OMG
The feelings I have keep drowning me
This is hilarious, its mind blowing
Hell yeah! Think I’m falling.

You Don't Even Know

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I got into that complicated situation wherein I ended up questioning what had happened, in short, I was left hanging. Well, guys are just so inconsistent AF. Here I got this message personally composed for that guy who didn't even know how he made me feel. There ya go:

You don't even know that you keep me waiting. Honestly, I dont get it. That moment you just ended it up right away. That gave me a big sigh. I used to ask myslef, what the hell is wrong with you? I don't even see something wrong I've done anyway. Oh such a crap, you keep me guessing. You can talk to me and say something instead of letting me just hang there.

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You don't even know, this made me crazy. Checking my phone from time to time to see if you have seen my message already or if I got a message from you. This is so disgusting.

You don't even know, I can't help it. This is insane. My mind's so puzzled. How come, with those moments we keep the conversation goin' just faded hazily. It's unfair on my part 'coz I don't know what's on your mind. So please...I wanna hear from you soon.

Crush Problem

What would you do if your crush knows that you like him? Awkward isn't it?

That feeling of so ashamed.
That feeling of so conscious. 
That sweating of the palms
That heart beating fast.
That stuttering talks.
That feeling of so tensed. 

I never thought I would feel that way. Really, he's just my crush. Imagine- CRUSH. OMG! What's goin' on?

Well, it's kinda a Crush Problem though.

Hmm...with that, I came up checking over some of the videos here DatingLogic just to find out how to handle this.




Guys, Be Gentle!

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One morning, I got this awkward-thing-experience…Luckily, he’s a cutie and I never used to think on “Stop Me Please” rejection. I really know what he’s up to, though I pretend I don’t mind. OMG…and I got that heart beat faster and faster. I feel like I got a little hotter and hotter. My blood overflows on my vein throughout my body furiously. Felt like I’d been struck by lightning. Shocks…what the heck is that? Whoa…I need to breathe in. This should not be like that. I have to clear up my mind to get rid of that sickenin’ thing. Gross! I don’t know what to do until I just blew it off. Well, that’s how it all went out. I then came out with a conclusion that,

 “Sometimes you might felt electrified in just a second without any intention to an adorable guy next to you, but considering to feel his gentleness as you are close to him makes him the best.” 

That was so fascinating. Well, well, well…what does that guy have that made me flicker then? 

Loving You Hurts Me

     
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     You know what? I always think of this... why on earth do I used to make such a space for you? As in always! With just one “hi” from you, I responded so quickly. With that just one text, oh gosh, I can’t help it. It really makes my day. You really mean a lot to me.

     Then I found out one day that I must stop this insanity. Why? You got a girl already. It feels like my heart was pierced by a bullet. I felt like I’d been betrayed. I felt like I’d been duped. I felt like I used to be such a fool for you. It’s hard. A part of me was blown away by so much pain. Husssh. I don’t want to sounds like I’m an option. I conditioned myself to ignore you, not to think of you. I’m trying really, I keep trying.

     Well, honestly, I did it. I did forget you but just for awhile. Hell yeah “for just awhile”. That was so damn, you know. I thought that I’m already over you. I thought that I could finally make it, to let you go, to really forget you. Such until my phone beeps. Opps, I got sms from you checking me how I was. Suddenly my eyes flickered, my lips started to form a smile. The back of my mind reminds me that I shouldn’t. “Hey, remember? Can you stop it, please?” Hmmm...I know I’m kinda naughty. I still replied. Yep, I replied. I used to act as if it’s just a usual convo, that this can’t be more than what it is expected to be , that we’re just friends. Oh gross, got nothing to say. The thing is...I’M STILL HOLDING ON. That moment you beep me up, everything messed up again and it sucks. That was so reckless. I always missed and always want you. 

     Time has passed, our communication keeps on going. I’ve noticed that you’re already available. Haven’t seen your girl on your facebook timeline. So, I used to go with the flow...and let’s see. Then here comes again the reality. This time, I’d been so sucked up. That moment when we got some sort of agreement and with that I need to ask you something as a condition. The question that slapped me with so much hurt. I ask you if you’re available and you said “I’m not.” Remember? You lied the second time. You make me believe with your sweet talks. Make me believe with your kind concerns. Make me believe that there could be something more from us. I can’t understand myself on why I keep holding on to something I’m not sure of to where it’ll be goin’. Why I keep holding on to the feeling that was uncertain, especially on you, on what you want to happen, on what you want from me. You really upset me. I wanted to cry but my eyes were dry. My heart beats slowly just like I’m running out of my breathing. I really don’t know what to do. Wanting you so bad was like screaming out of pain. I pitied myself of being imprisoned with that feeling I have for you knowing that at the end of the day...we can never be together. I almost forgot to keep in mind that I deserve more than you and I should love myself more than you. My friends once told me to let go. Yeah, I know they’re right but I also know that it’s not just easy. Honestly, you know what? loving you is like hurting myself at the sametime. Hope you realized ‘coz I wanna get over with this mess so soon.