Decode

My blood flows rapidly throughout my veins,

Hearing the strikes of those falling grains,

I see flashing lights outside the window panes,

Thinking of wary notion beyond my strains.

The agitation of an insight, it’s so confusing,

Words in the hand are sleek but trembling,

As I stroke a letter, grounds of warning,

Post a statement mark with taunting,

Fearlessly defy in a way so glad

As I catch the star of that sparkling stud,

Wrapped with silk cloth in hand I had,

Seem detrimental, but it’s here, I just nod.

Feathers still coming from wind I claim,

And the stone keeps rolling over flame

Perplex picture now I see on the frame,

The puzzle I have is not for a fancy game.

Can’t grasp on the senses I need to seek,

Cozy whisper in smear trying to sneak,

Chasing of with uneasy gut, so quick,

Decoding a symbol only makes me sick.

Spot the Difference (Dating and Courting)

                Before ... I got confusion between dating and courting thinking they’re just one. As I go browsing and reading and analyzing and understanding about this topic, I’d found out and realized that... Yeah right they were related with each other but they’re having those specifically distinguishing differences.

What is dating? 

              

                It’s a “getting to know each other” stage. It’s the first step in terms of building up a relationship between opposite sex. It starts when a person specifically a guy get attracted to a girl. The possibility to push through it by constant communication and hanging out together, get them involved in dating. Dating develops mutual interest forming a relationship. Dating means relationship. It’s not literally to be labelled as it is to be... still, it’s a matter of what’s within. Relationships may either be intimate or sexual. It’s intimate when it involves constant and mutual understanding. It’s sexual when it’s more of physical with no emotional attachment. Meaning, it’s kinda...relationships for trial??? (Think,think) I guess...if it works out or not. It may either be short or long (but not too long) term.

What is courting?

           

               The term courting usually misinterpreted to be same as dating. No, it’s not. Courting is a “settling down” stage. It comes after dating that grows in deeper and mature relationship, in a more serious type and stable form of relationship. It’s a continuous dating leading to engagement wherein the guys works out for the possibility of marrying a girl. Both parties talk not just for themselves individually, but themselves as one having one goal for their future. It’s building a wider relationship where a guy goes over in knowing and pleasing more of a girl’s circle of family and relatives. Courting is where real love blooms with acceptance and respect. It’s a relationship in a long-run.

Why Not???

Friends do tease us,

But we just smile,

Letting those words fly.

Our eyebrows on high,

That day pass by,

Confusing...why not try???

Looking everywhere,

Searching who’s in here,

Too far...why not just we???

Sounds strange,

To step on that stage,

Turning life’s next page.

I don’t know,

If it’ll gonna work though,

Guess you too don’t know.

It was so funny,

Can’t imagine...corny!

Haha...seems like crazy.

Let’s just see,

What turned out to be,

Why not...you and me???

Love Bar

Black dress I’m wearing

Gorgeous friends I’m having

Ready now for partying

Dance floor...we’re coming

Fancy lights flashing

Crowd is glowing

Dj beats on spinning

Groovy music’s playing

Everybody’s enjoying

Dinks up and tossing

On wines they’re holding

Hands too on air waving

But I just jeep on dancing

With songs I join on singing

My eyes around looking

Caught cute guy on me gazing

I respond him smiling

On my way he’s then walking

With music ear-piercing

He reach my ear whispering

“I like you!” He’s saying

I just stare, it’s flattering

What a lovely face I’m seeing

I seemed to be dreaming

He takes my hand holding

Dunno what’s happening

As he keeps on chasing

In his fragrance, I’m floating

He hugs me, I’m drowning

And kiss me not knowing

My heart so fast beating

It feels like I’m dying

My time stops on running

Guess I’m ‘bout to be falling

My gosh! I’m not expecting

For such game I’m playing

I never thought of doing

That night ‘til morning

In the bar now I’m leaving

It’s so exhausting

Everything put in an ending

Without us get knowing

Only just names we’re sharing

And memories remaining

Can’t stop on him thinking

Can’t forget that feeling

The guy I met...so amazing!

Do You Believe in Love (Lust) at First Sight?

                 Check this out:  Do you believe in love (or lust) at first sight? Wohooo...a wildly discussion question ever since. Yes...No...Yes...No...Love...Lust...Love...Lust. I’d so much fun reading every comment here and there about this topic.

 

            My point of view falls on...LUST at first sight! It’s kind of a vintage concept when we speak about love at first sight. It was so fictional. Today’s generation is full of excitement, fun and games. People are more innovative, creative and adventurous. So how come it’s gonna be in a split of second knowing love comes in a deep sincere thought. Although time changes...opinions also change. Beliefs, clichés and attitudes toward feelings stirred up. The idea of first love at first sight is so universal wherein people used to define feelings of admiration, affection and lust as love.

            Confused??? What is love??? What is lust??? What's the difference between lust and love? Lust is a sort of prerequisite condition of love. Love at first sight seemed to view for its possibility only based on how people think and believe about it. You may say you believe in love at first sight because you believe in love and you feel something to a person the first time you saw him/her. Yes...love is so real though that you can’t even hide from it. It makes you go crazy over it, it’s magical, it’s confusing...it’s the weirdest feeling ever. I do too believe in love...of course. But, do take note that real love is the deepest feeling we have. It comes in stages of feelings to come up with that what we called love...the real love!

When you speak of loving at first sight? It’s kinda awkward that you might just keep questioning about it ‘coz it’s really so skeptical. It’s not really love you feel in just one blink. You are just hypnotized by that physical outlook of a person. It’s lust. You got deceived by your thought believing it’s already love. Yah!...it’s love though, but it’s not the true meaning of love. You may also foresee that “Its gonna be him/her.” with no conviction, without a doubt, wherein you feel that electrifying connection with that person...and you stick with that belief. It’s just a result of our so called “creative imagination”. You can’t just know whose gonna be your future. Still, to play off with our imagination will help us to create our desires. That‘s not an instant situation then, so you can’t just say it’s love at first sight. It’s all last at first sight. Don’t be confused...because love is a Lust Of Vast Emotions. See...lust is within love. Love is in the inner part of our feelings.