Sick on You

You know what...going back to that place again...where you got so much memories...really sucks! Everytime I come into this place especially when I’m alone, I feel so paralyzed. My heart cried so loud and I got nothing to do but to let all these wounds be washed just to ease the pain I feel inside. This time, where I know I can’t see him anymore. Where I can’t talk to him anymore. It’s totally so incomplete to be here without him. Of all the things that we have shared, laughters, stories as well as those flirty things...just between us-it’s ridiculous...it’s creepy...and I love it.

It made me so upset, imagine...3hrs of dawdling...husssh...so sickening and I feel like I’m gonna die in a second. What a big sigh! It’s really hard you know. It’s been a dull-trip-thing ever.

Caution Guys

“Be cautious on your actions, we might fall” I have already my opinions before about theuncertainties I have in mind. It’s just that my files were losts on my phone. Anyway, I really wanted to clear it up. I can’t get over it unless i’ll spell it out.

Just wondering...aren’t you guys not aware how you deal with your actions with us girls? How you treat us? How you communicate with us? I’m saying...in a special way. Are you aware that itmight seem to be the other way around for us? I know you guys don’t know how to interpret a body language...not so well.Aren’t you aware that girls are sensitive about your actions? OMG...it’s so clear, it’s obvious and it’s in our instinct. We got it.But...why sometimes it doesn’t seemed right? Or...you knew it but you just play safe? I don’t get what you think on that point. 

Take note on these:  when you let us laugh often...we fall, when you share stuffs on us often...we fall, when you show care on us often...we fall. Those endearments keep us sensible. It gives a huge impact on our expectations and doubtfulness at the same time. We really walk and go with the flow, then suddenly slip...and fall unknowingly over those wishful thinking. It’s really an odd. It’s hard to escape from it honestly. We need to pretend just to turn things out well as usual for the sake of saving what we have been through together. It even a tough things on us girls.Don’t you think of it? Try to figure out. CAUTION PLS.

Verse 2

What if we see each other again?

Would it’s gonna be that same way again?

Would you still remember the one who caught your attention?

Blonde curly hair who seems to be out of nation?

Would you react like the first time you did in alluring action? 

Would you take that chance to start  a conversation?

To handle that kind of weird situation?

Makes me believe you still have good intention?

To mean what you said,now take explanation?

To change the way you gave me such impression?

With sincere heart without preparation?

What if we see…

Just let it be!

Verse 1

I don’t know why I miss you

I don’t know if I need to

But why do I feel it so

If I do, it’s gonna be…oh no!

I damn wanted to text you

Just to check “How are you”

But my ego stops me to do

Though it’s hard for me to do

Hoping to hear your voice again

Beeping me up on my phone again

It’s crazy, I can’t help it

It’s not easy

And I can’t take it

I just sigh…I wanted to cry.

By The Sea

We  met by the sea

Never thought that would be

On the way I pass by

You stand there and said "Hi"

As when I catch your gaze

Brought a smile on my face

You asked for my name

Huh? and on my number then

Throughout that time

Never let go your eyes on mine

I tried to ignore

But you keep teasing more

Don't know what to do

I just take it with a "Go"