You Got Me on HIGH

I have lots of people I used to admire from simple crushes to super like to love...oops, not that one I guess, it’s infatuation. They makes me smile, brighten up my gloomy days and makes me a bitzy crazy. I came up with this song composition as a reflection of those feelings. I’m not a song composer nor a singer, I just love to write. Well, the outcome??? I find it a little bizarre TBH and I love it. I have the voice memo already. The beat is kinda mixed of millennial pop/rnb/edm 'coz it's my preferred music genre but I’m still working on how this be put into an actual music unless...can someone volunteer to help me out with that? Haha. Hopefully to download it here very very soon. In the meantime, take a look down on these electrifying lyrics. Wish you like it!

I

The moment

I see you

My world stops spinning, my time stops running

I got intoxicated by you

II

As you get closer

over me

My heart keeps beating, my body’s screaming

As a poison spirit runs over me

Verse:

 And when you flash

 that smile...i...ile

Been captivated for awhile...

Chorus:

And I

Just can’t deny

This feeling of mine

Oh I’m on high

But I still gotta try...yyy

No I just can’t hide

Think I’m gonna fly...yyy

Yeah I’m on cloud nine

Coz you get me on high...high

You get me on high...high

 III

The moment

You look at me

Can’t help believing, seems like I’m dreaming

Those flashy eyes strikes intensely      

IV

Then I hear your voice

Yeah you talk to me

My gosh I’m blushing and I’m stammering

How irresistible this can be?

Bridge:

Coz you got me on high...iiiggghhh

You got me on high...oh oh...oooh, yeah

You got me on,

You got me on high

You got me on---

Expectations Hurt

It just hurt so much knowing the person you already liked didn’t met your expectations. Expectations on things that they should be doin’. Expectations on things that they should be showing. Wow! Hail to EXPECTATIONS...such a big word ugh. You know what? That expectation...that expectation hurts. It really hurts and it kills me inside AF. I felt like I’d been crushed, I felt betrayed, I felt hanged all over again. I can’t understand what the heck is goin’ on. Every time that I like someone they failed me. Expectations failed me. Phew. I don’t deserve it BTW. 

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You might ask “Why did you expect anyway?” I retort you in a question like “If someone gave you something to expect, would you expect anyway?” For me, saying yes to that expectation is like saying yes to chances and saying yes to risks.

Look, I let them feel appreciated the moment they show interest on me. I did my best to show that I do care the moment they show concern over me. I used to trust and gave them a chance the moment they want to prove something. I do constant convos which certainly mean that I gave time and it’s not a wasted time anyway. Voila, I took the chances and risks. Duh, isn’t it obvious that there’s an expectations I’m watching over them? I’m kinda skeptical. I know they knew it. C’mon, just few things from the usual expectations and to spell it out: it’s being consistent, it’s being sincere and it’s not giving up. WTH, it's normal to expect for those right? OMG this is insane. I don’t know what’s wrong but the fact is...they STOP! I bummed out and I expect that they don’t let me feel that way. Of all the things I’m expecting from them, there it is. Still, I ended up in woe and misery. Oh gross! Expectation sucks and hurts when it fails you. Sorry...I know there’s something wrong from expectations. What can I do then? I’m just a fallible human being. I expect knowing it would hurt. Sorry, I cared too much, I take risks...I fell damn in love.

Things Women Wish Men Knew

Mostly men don't understand women. They usually came up with confusions into questions like-Why are they like this? Why are they like that? What do they mean? blah blah blah. Yeah, the differences. Men and women have a lot of differences especially the "Wants and Thoughts." Men knew it but they just don't understand it. Here, I found these articles below very interesting. You guys can check this out to really know the answers hahaha!

10 Things Women Wish Men Understood

10 Things Women Wish Men Knew

25 Things Women Wish Men Knew

Guys, Effort Please!

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How do guys get a girl these days? They do it so easily right? I mean no sweat, no effort. Well, IKR...no wonder, everything goes out with social media. You can make friends with a girl you seen online that you find pretty, cute or stunning by hitting up that ADD FRIEND button. You can easily chase what’s goin’ on ATM with the girl you’re admiring by just hitting up that FOLLOW button. You can get connected with the girl you’re into by chatting her, get her digits, go out for a meet up... and there ‘ya go---see what happens next. That’s so, so real quick. A guy can have it all in a short period of time.

TBH, I understand these days, time flew fast and searching out for a potential relationship through social media is kinda an edge to give it a shot. Even it’s been miles away or on the other side of the world, a guy can likely get a girl. Hmmm, one thing I just notice is that guys take this for granted. You might say...just guys? Srsly?  Yep, of course! Still, guys should initiate right? Well, they forget what an EFFORT means. An effort to show the real motive, to show the respect, to show the sincerity. Damn it... that’s what girls anticipate, an effort. It’s a must and guys should be mindful of that. Girls often are kinda tenuous when it comes to feelings. We can easily snag by guys tricky moves. It’s inevitable. IKR, it’s a girl thing and it could be guy’s implication for a sloppy intention. Guys, take a note...it doesn’t work all the time, so don’t be at ease with that though. Ya know what, usually these guys befriend a girl, get into that petty convos, afterwards where now? What the heck? They’re here now, tomorrow they’re gone. Sometimes in the middle of nowhere, without even hitting them into our head, they suddenly beep us up. Phew! They might say, I just wanna know how are you...I just thought of you...I got nothing to do, ya know-a little bored blah blah blah. They might think there’s an effort in there, ‘coz they keep in touch. I might say that’s effort inconsistency. Such a big sigh. So guys, pls. don’t mess up. If you want a girl, it shouldn’t be like that and I know you knew what should be. 

OMG

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My eyes gets frozen like OMG

Whenever I see you, I’m shock with glee

My face flushing, I just can’t hide

Holy crap! You’re on the ride.

My heart beats loud like OMG

As you come closer, I’m trying to flee

It’s kinda insane, I’m on that flame

Oh, so damn! I’m on this game.

My mind so strange like OMG

It’s you, and you...how could it be?

Can’t help but to smile when I think of you

What the heck?...what would I do?

Everything sounds like OMG

The feelings I have keep drowning me

This is hilarious, its mind blowing

Hell yeah! Think I’m falling.