That
moment when you’re thought whispers “I like him”, and it feels so damn awkward
at the same time. That moment when you used to be so silent coz you’re unable
& uncomfortable to speak. That moment when you keep staring at him &
suddenly takes off your gaze when he looks back. That moment when you feel
conscious with your actions, you used to hide all your jittery inside. Hey, you
know what??? Take a note of this one, you used to know each other in words...but
for real...gosh its kinda blow off. I don’t get it, a part of me knows how to
deal with it but still, it’s just I’m that Ms. KnowItAll. He kicked off my
gawkiness by a nudge. Wow ugh, that’s a nice start, I think. So I should act the
usual way, Isn’t it? How come I couldn’t?
How come I’d been trap with that awkwardness? Oh!
C’mon, that very moment could give it a shot. It’s a “don’t be a kill joy, go
with flow and just enjoy” chance. This is so sickenin’, you know, I got nothing
to do but to hush it up & take control over what I should have to, to take
control the feelings bursting over me, to just let it happen & be blown by
the wind. I understand that he’s been cautious over his actions ‘coz he’s guard
off with his group of friends who knows nothing about us beeping up each other
a long while. Honestly, there’s nothing to worry over things going on that very
moment, coz it’s so typical. All I want is to know him a bit more, coz his
cool, his funny and one more thing...he’s cute. At first, I didn’t notice, but as
I get closer, OMG...he really is. Don’t you dare to smile even more, I’m gonna
fly shhhhh. Anyway, on my way until it’s over, I always think of this so damn
crap...errr. I can’t help it? Whatta freak. Dunno what to do? Please somebody
let me stop this. I know everything of that moment is a Certified Awkward
Affair ever.
