You Don't Even Know

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I got into that complicated situation wherein I ended up questioning what had happened, in short, I was left hanging. Well, guys are just so inconsistent AF. Here I got this message personally composed for that guy who didn't even know how he made me feel. There ya go:

You don't even know that you keep me waiting. Honestly, I dont get it. That moment you just ended it up right away. That gave me a big sigh. I used to ask myslef, what the hell is wrong with you? I don't even see something wrong I've done anyway. Oh such a crap, you keep me guessing. You can talk to me and say something instead of letting me just hang there.

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You don't even know, this made me crazy. Checking my phone from time to time to see if you have seen my message already or if I got a message from you. This is so disgusting.

You don't even know, I can't help it. This is insane. My mind's so puzzled. How come, with those moments we keep the conversation goin' just faded hazily. It's unfair on my part 'coz I don't know what's on your mind. So please...I wanna hear from you soon.

Caution Guys

“Be cautious on your actions, we might fall” I have already my opinions before about theuncertainties I have in mind. It’s just that my files were losts on my phone. Anyway, I really wanted to clear it up. I can’t get over it unless i’ll spell it out.

Just wondering...aren’t you guys not aware how you deal with your actions with us girls? How you treat us? How you communicate with us? I’m saying...in a special way. Are you aware that itmight seem to be the other way around for us? I know you guys don’t know how to interpret a body language...not so well.Aren’t you aware that girls are sensitive about your actions? OMG...it’s so clear, it’s obvious and it’s in our instinct. We got it.But...why sometimes it doesn’t seemed right? Or...you knew it but you just play safe? I don’t get what you think on that point. 

Take note on these:  when you let us laugh often...we fall, when you share stuffs on us often...we fall, when you show care on us often...we fall. Those endearments keep us sensible. It gives a huge impact on our expectations and doubtfulness at the same time. We really walk and go with the flow, then suddenly slip...and fall unknowingly over those wishful thinking. It’s really an odd. It’s hard to escape from it honestly. We need to pretend just to turn things out well as usual for the sake of saving what we have been through together. It even a tough things on us girls.Don’t you think of it? Try to figure out. CAUTION PLS.

Verse 2

What if we see each other again?

Would it’s gonna be that same way again?

Would you still remember the one who caught your attention?

Blonde curly hair who seems to be out of nation?

Would you react like the first time you did in alluring action? 

Would you take that chance to start  a conversation?

To handle that kind of weird situation?

Makes me believe you still have good intention?

To mean what you said,now take explanation?

To change the way you gave me such impression?

With sincere heart without preparation?

What if we see…

Just let it be!

Decode

My blood flows rapidly throughout my veins,

Hearing the strikes of those falling grains,

I see flashing lights outside the window panes,

Thinking of wary notion beyond my strains.

The agitation of an insight, it’s so confusing,

Words in the hand are sleek but trembling,

As I stroke a letter, grounds of warning,

Post a statement mark with taunting,

Fearlessly defy in a way so glad

As I catch the star of that sparkling stud,

Wrapped with silk cloth in hand I had,

Seem detrimental, but it’s here, I just nod.

Feathers still coming from wind I claim,

And the stone keeps rolling over flame

Perplex picture now I see on the frame,

The puzzle I have is not for a fancy game.

Can’t grasp on the senses I need to seek,

Cozy whisper in smear trying to sneak,

Chasing of with uneasy gut, so quick,

Decoding a symbol only makes me sick.