When Love Sucks...

Your honesty slapped me on my face really bad that it bruised immediately. I felt disrespected. I don't deserve to be treated that way. Yeah, I appreciate how you told me what's the truth, what's your real intention. The worst thing is that...what made me allow it for you to hurt me the second time around? Why??? What's wrong with me that I always messing up on instances like that? That I always taking risk on something not worth it. That I always end up loosing this game of love. What's with me falling in love with the wrong person as always? Ugh, that really sucks.

In the first place. I know what you're goin' through. I know you're still hurt. I understand how you engage yourself to try to be bad sometimes. You take revenge. Well, a bad revenge that others got in trouble with you. Got hurt from you. It's so unfair. I'm trying to help you but you just keep so silent on that. I always believed that you're a good person, that I'm open with anything, knowing for sure that it made you misinterpreted me as a person. I know you know that I'm not that kind. Not a typical woman who get into shits. 

I keep tryin' to get rid of you, on people like you...on the feelings I always used to feel. How come I hardly can't??? I can't. Love sucks. 

TOP TRAITS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP

I just wanna share this interesting article I found out while browsing the net in a heavy traffic street on my way back home. TBH, I've heard & seen on some write-ups this so called Myers-Briggs before but I don't have any idea what literally this really is. You will discover different types of personalities, not just yours but with others too even to those you LOVE. Who's not curious what traits they have, isn't it? Well, whether you have or haven't yet that special someone, this will help you find out what traits you want in a relationship. So here we go...take time to check this link to find out more what I'm talking 'bout Myers-Briggs-Types-Love-Relationships. I also included Free Test for you to try Myers-Briggs Personality Test. Enjoy & happy reading.

Specially for You

I remember so vividly

How you look

the first time I saw you

My heart beats so furiously

As I hear your voice

Saying "How are you?"

I don't know what to say

I just look you in the eye

Til you flash your smile on mine.

After few hours of staring

And you do most of the talking

I can''t help but keep on laughing

Oh and we're now comfortably teasing

I don't know how it happen

That we ended up together

I don't know how it's been

Feeling that seems like forever

Time really flew so fast

My feelings grow much deeper

Love shown with so much blast

It shines like a glitter

You gave me a right reason

To live a life worth living

Guide me with your lesson

You're really worth loving

Thank you for accepting me

Coz I know I'm not that perfect

Thank you for loving me

Coz for me you are so perfect.  

3 Laws of Romantic Attraction

     I got this very interesting note from a friend and it’s worth sharing. I never thought there’s a law like this specifically for a romantic aspect of life. I reread each on the list, yep! I read it thrice hehe ‘coz I’m surprised. I was thinking...c’mon, romance can be as easy as 1,2,3. Whoaha, but, kidding aside, tbh, this is so d*mn well defined. I’m like...come again??? And ended up like, oh yeah ikr then nodding my head in agreement. So true. It’s literally some sort of The Law of Attraction in general. Well, everything we have and everything we want is the reflection of ourselves, is the distinction of ourselves, is the quality of ourselves. Who are you when it comes to romantic attraction? Check it now from below:

1. You don’t attract who you deserve, you attract you think you deserve.
2. You don’t attract who you want, you attract who you are.
3. You don’t attract how you want to be treated, you attract how you treat yourself.

#Ghosted

     I

     As the morning comes                             
     When I woke up
     I open my eyes
     And I look up
     I felt the sadness
    Your name popped-up
     I just then realized
     Missed you so bad.

 
  II                                                                                     IV

  I open my phone                                                             We're in rhyme
  I found nothing                                                               When we started
  No messages shown                                                        In a bit of time
  I hold my breathing                                                        Things were twisted 
  Thinking all alone                                                           Got me in a dime 
  There could be something                                               Been enchanted
  It's been so strange                                                          Believing you're mine
  Everything changed.                                                       Oh...I'm ghosted.

  III                                                                                    V

  I'm wondering                                                                  Came the night
  Could be a nightmare                                                       I'm still waiting
  Am I dreaming?                                                               Finding the light
  But I'm so aware                                                              I keep hoping
  Blinking my eyes                                                             Just to feel right
  Covering my ears                                                             Gotta be going
  I see sweet lies                                                                  'Til I close my eyes
  Heard trembling gears.                                                     Memory flies.