Specially for You

I remember so vividly

How you look

the first time I saw you

My heart beats so furiously

As I hear your voice

Saying "How are you?"

I don't know what to say

I just look you in the eye

Til you flash your smile on mine.

After few hours of staring

And you do most of the talking

I can''t help but keep on laughing

Oh and we're now comfortably teasing

I don't know how it happen

That we ended up together

I don't know how it's been

Feeling that seems like forever

Time really flew so fast

My feelings grow much deeper

Love shown with so much blast

It shines like a glitter

You gave me a right reason

To live a life worth living

Guide me with your lesson

You're really worth loving

Thank you for accepting me

Coz I know I'm not that perfect

Thank you for loving me

Coz for me you are so perfect.  

#Ghosted

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     As the morning comes                             
     When I woke up
     I open my eyes
     And I look up
     I felt the sadness
    Your name popped-up
     I just then realized
     Missed you so bad.

 
  II                                                                                     IV

  I open my phone                                                             We're in rhyme
  I found nothing                                                               When we started
  No messages shown                                                        In a bit of time
  I hold my breathing                                                        Things were twisted 
  Thinking all alone                                                           Got me in a dime 
  There could be something                                               Been enchanted
  It's been so strange                                                          Believing you're mine
  Everything changed.                                                       Oh...I'm ghosted.

  III                                                                                    V

  I'm wondering                                                                  Came the night
  Could be a nightmare                                                       I'm still waiting
  Am I dreaming?                                                               Finding the light
  But I'm so aware                                                              I keep hoping
  Blinking my eyes                                                             Just to feel right
  Covering my ears                                                             Gotta be going
  I see sweet lies                                                                  'Til I close my eyes
  Heard trembling gears.                                                     Memory flies.

Burstout

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I came to this part where I just can’t move

Telling me something that it’s not that good

Gotta be sitting still like I’m ‘bout to breakout

I’m gasping to catch some air all throughout

But all I can hear now is my heart’s crying

Damn! It was so loud that I gotta be fainting

How insane it is that it kills me inside

It bleeds through my veins and I just can’t hide

Got from a stab that hits straight through mine

Seems like I’d been shattered down the line

I’m trying so hard to fight this pain I feel

For I know that I’m so weak and it’s hard to deal

Didn’t thought it would end in such a mess

Didn’t thought believing in such a haste

Holding on to that gold chain cloaked with rust

‘Til I notice my fingers are burning in gust

I cautiously loosen up myself from that grip

Left me with bruise and mark that etch so deep

Shallow mind, irrational decisions, baffled emotions

I’m almost crashing from the limit of my dimensions

OMG

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My eyes gets frozen like OMG

Whenever I see you, I’m shock with glee

My face flushing, I just can’t hide

Holy crap! You’re on the ride.

My heart beats loud like OMG

As you come closer, I’m trying to flee

It’s kinda insane, I’m on that flame

Oh, so damn! I’m on this game.

My mind so strange like OMG

It’s you, and you...how could it be?

Can’t help but to smile when I think of you

What the heck?...what would I do?

Everything sounds like OMG

The feelings I have keep drowning me

This is hilarious, its mind blowing

Hell yeah! Think I’m falling.

Irreplaceable

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Oh here I go back in this screwy place I’d been before all over again

Tracing the path you left in me with marks that were still so clear.

All of the stories we’ve made were telling me it won’t work out, dear,

And it will just drip me off with such a pain.

But I keep walking and walking

Knowing, believing and hoping

For I don’t care, I just keep on going

Taking every step, it’s like I’m dashing

Clearing off the pace like I’m hunting

Fearlessly breaking the walls like I’m crashing

I just can’t help, you’re all I’m missing

Draft patterns I see, it’s you...reflecting

Words in my head, it’s your name screaming

It’s hard for me, you’re all I’m thinking

This damn stupid things screwed me up.

Grasping for that big sigh, raising with my eyebrows up.

I just laugh it out myself ‘coz I really just can’t resist you.

My gosh! What the hell it is that I’m just so into you?