Your honesty slapped me on my face really bad that it bruised immediately. I felt disrespected. I don't deserve to be treated that way. Yeah, I appreciate how you told me what's the truth, what's your real intention. The worst thing is that...what made me allow it for you to hurt me the second time around? Why??? What's wrong with me that I always messing up on instances like that? That I always taking risk on something not worth it. That I always end up loosing this game of love. What's with me falling in love with the wrong person as always? Ugh, that really sucks.
In the first place. I know what you're goin' through. I know you're still hurt. I understand how you engage yourself to try to be bad sometimes. You take revenge. Well, a bad revenge that others got in trouble with you. Got hurt from you. It's so unfair. I'm trying to help you but you just keep so silent on that. I always believed that you're a good person, that I'm open with anything, knowing for sure that it made you misinterpreted me as a person. I know you know that I'm not that kind. Not a typical woman who get into shits.
I keep tryin' to get rid of you, on people like you...on the feelings I always used to feel. How come I hardly can't??? I can't. Love sucks.
