Fab Feb


Ohh, it’s Feb again...Valentine’s Day’s comin’ again. I remember last year, V-day was just a typical day and nothing seemed to be special ‘ya know...I’m single. Anyway...that day sounds to be cliché. It falls on weekends...so it’s a TGIF kind of my usual night out. I gotta beep on my friends of course. Ooosh, I didn’t expect to have various invites. I came up with two groups to mingle with. One friend brought her friends...gals of course. So I gain sort of new people to befriend. We sang all night. They’re bubbly and funny. Errr crazy crap...LOL! The other one are my close friends, so I had to be there for a missed-clubbing-thing I’d craved for so long. Almost AM after that ludicrous songs, and I doubt of goin’ up in the club after. Another thing...I don’t have someone to pick me up on my crib to accompany me goin’ there for a cab ride. Honestly I beep up some, just to make few attempts. Phew..Sorry wrong timing. Bump! But I gotta be there...I’m the one who got that idea of party rockin’ single chick for that sickening valentines night blah. I dressed up hustily, retouched...there I go. Uh-oh when I’m finally there, I’m so wide awake in intense upon seeing the club. I missed it. Oh My...I’d enjoyed, though it’s not a wild & flirty night on me...no hot guys that much. Hmmm maybe they’re out in dates. Just enjoying the music dj’s playing as we booty shakes, head bangs, jumping and clapping hands up to the beat...yeah I really loved it. What a valentine experience ugh...singles still rule! LOL!

By the way, I got here something you should check out: Fun Ideas For Single People On Valentine's Day Go Gals start it out.

Can't Resist

After our petty conversations few days ago, I didn’t expect he would say that. I just can’t explain how it hurts knowing that he had her girl already. Burst of bloody pains run out my veins all throughout my body. My heart is crying though my eyes are dry. I wanna cry it out loud. I’m so damn broken. I know I got no reason to react ‘bout it. It was just so maddening to feel this way. I know he’s not a no-good. But...why I’m so him that much? 

Next day I used to go over her profile...find out what happened! OMG! This sucks...Its oh-so-true. He had his girl already and seeing that picture together crashed me so much. I don’t know what to do. I was locked out in shock. I’m wondering how long really that was taken ‘coz it’s just a few months ago since we’re in touch with crappy flirty things. It’s just a few months ago when I used to believe with his pretty word not knowing it was all lies. But you know what...I feel like I was a nitwit. Imagine, what the hell I was thinking after all? I still hope...damn! I know it should not be like that. I should not feel& react that way. Gross. Can I let somebody poked me up from this cranks?