After our petty conversations few days ago, I didn’t expect
he would say that. I just can’t explain how it hurts knowing that he had her
girl already. Burst of bloody pains run out my veins all throughout my body. My
heart is crying though my eyes are dry. I wanna cry it out loud. I’m so damn
broken. I know I got no reason to react ‘bout it. It was just so maddening to
feel this way. I know he’s not a no-good. But...why I’m so him that much?
Next day I used to go over her profile...find out what
happened! OMG! This sucks...Its oh-so-true. He had his girl already and seeing
that picture together crashed me so much. I don’t know what to do. I was locked
out in shock. I’m wondering how long really that was taken ‘coz it’s just a few
months ago since we’re in touch with crappy flirty things. It’s just a few
months ago when I used to believe with his pretty word not knowing it was all
lies. But you know what...I feel like I was a nitwit. Imagine, what the hell I
was thinking after all? I still hope...damn! I know it should not be like that.
I should not feel& react that way. Gross. Can I let somebody poked me up
from this cranks?
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