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This is not a heart break letter. Don’t worry. Nothing to
break, ‘cause we? ------ No Commitment. Just issues.
Honestly, I don’t know how to start this. What words to
choose, what paragraph to compose. Technically, I’m not good in writing.
The whole ride was totally fun! It was memorable, full of
what ifs, full of smiles. And I know, I may have that fun in my life again, I
know this is better for everyone involved.
I feel total guilt about the
disrespect I have shown to you, to her, and especially to myself. It’s time for
me to step-up to the plate and quite acting like I don’t know the difference
between GOOD and BAD.
My thoughts: “If you really want to love her, then you
shouldn’t be messing around me. You should put all your time and effort into
giving your relationship the attention it needs. And you can’t do that if I’m
here. “
My eyes have been opened. We BOTH
deserve more, and it’s clear neither of us will find it in one another. Giving
up doesn’t always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong
enough to let go.
I’m gonna smile like nothing’s
wrong. Pretend that everything’s all right and act like it’s all perfect. Love
was the greatest gift we have received, yet Love also brings the greatest pain
we have to endure.
One day when we least expect it, we
will find that thingsare less painful. I was and will be forever amazed at how
much my heart can bear. And yes, you and I will be grateful for all that we
have lost and for all the things that we will find, in the RIGHT TIME.
“Each
night I put my head to my pillow, SMILE and telling myself I’m strong because
another day has ended without YOU.”
