Showing posts with label Lonely. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Lonely. Show all posts

Burstout

#ImLovaholic_Burstout
I came to this part where I just can’t move
Telling me something that it’s not that good
Gotta be sitting still like I’m ‘bout to breakout
I’m gasping to catch some air all throughout
But all I can hear now is my heart’s crying
Damn! It was so loud that I gotta be fainting

How insane it is that it kills me inside
It bleeds through my veins and I just can’t hide
Got from a stab that hits straight through mine
Seems like I’d been shattered down the line
I’m trying so hard to fight this pain I feel
For I know that I’m so weak and it’s hard to deal

Didn’t thought it would end in such a mess
Didn’t thought believing in such a haste
Holding on to that gold chain cloaked with rust
‘Til I notice my fingers are burning in gust
I cautiously loosen up myself from that grip
Left me with bruise and mark that etch so deep

Shallow mind, irrational decisions, baffled emotions
I’m almost crashing from the limit of my dimensions


Sick on You


You know what...going back to that place again...where you got so much memories...really sucks! Everytime I come into this place especially when I’m alone, I feel so paralyzed. My heart cried so loud and I got nothing to do but to let all these wounds be washed just to ease the pain I feel inside. This time, where I know I can’t see him anymore. Where I can’t talk to him anymore. It’s totally so incomplete to be here without him. Of all the things that we have shared, laughters, stories as well as those flirty things...just between us-it’s ridiculous...it’s creepy...and I love it.


It made me so upset, imagine...3hrs of dawdling...husssh...so sickening and I feel like I’m gonna die in a second. What a big sigh! It’s really hard you know. It’s been a dull-trip-thing ever.