It Started with a Pic

I got this one glimpse story and this seemed to be a little magical. Yeah, it’s a night with colourful skies full of stars & fireworks. A party shot w/ my cool friends. Here...I never thought of this cutie guy asking to take a picture with me. I recognized him before but I just didn’t mind that much. Yes...I know he’s really cute. I just smiled at him & yeah alright...I took my nod over him when he was introduced with me. Of course, it’s a peculiar scene. What’s so funny is that...I don’t know...but there’s a spark between us. Goshy, this is crazy. It made me smile, not just a smile but a grin. I can’t hide it. I knew my face suddenly turning a little reddish at that moment & so on. After that one click from his cam, he asked for another one. Looking over his phone, whatta smile...he got that very awesome smile. I think I’m frozen. My world stops in awhile. Yeah, honestly, all I see was him & me. This is kinda an XO, ‘ya know. Until such time we need to part. It’s time for me to go even though I don’t want yet. I gave him my goodbye. There ‘ya go...I can’t help it. I still have that smile all over me. He’s so damn cute. I can’t sleep immediately thinking of him especially his smile. This really sucks. Then as I woke up the next morning...c’mon, he’s the first person in my head. I don’t know what to say. I’m hoping to see him again & bond with him again so soon. What a fairytale moment...isn’t it? Oh my...I love it.

Irreplaceable

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Oh here I go back in this screwy place I’d been before all over again

Tracing the path you left in me with marks that were still so clear.

All of the stories we’ve made were telling me it won’t work out, dear,

And it will just drip me off with such a pain.

But I keep walking and walking

Knowing, believing and hoping

For I don’t care, I just keep on going

Taking every step, it’s like I’m dashing

Clearing off the pace like I’m hunting

Fearlessly breaking the walls like I’m crashing

I just can’t help, you’re all I’m missing

Draft patterns I see, it’s you...reflecting

Words in my head, it’s your name screaming

It’s hard for me, you’re all I’m thinking

This damn stupid things screwed me up.

Grasping for that big sigh, raising with my eyebrows up.

I just laugh it out myself ‘coz I really just can’t resist you.

My gosh! What the hell it is that I’m just so into you?

What’s Your Love Language?

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People have different ways in giving love, as well as in receiving it. Some shows love by giving stuffs like chocolates and flowers, some expresses their love by ringing up that someone just to tell them “I love you.” Some feels that they are loved if someone hugs them. Some feels the love if someone is simply just always right besides them. So, the question is...how will you know if it’s love?  

Have you heard the languages of love? Yeah, love do speaks in different languages and we need to brood over it. As we all know, love is an action word and it needs communication (verbal/non-verbal) and so...it needs a language. Love is just like a usual convo wherein, both the giver and the receiver of the message need to have that common language for mutual understanding.  Well, what are these love languages then??? According to Dr. Gary Chapman, there are five (5) languages of love, it’s written down there:

1)      Words of affirmation

2)      Quality time

3)      Receiving gifts

4)      Acts of service

5)      Physical touch

Hmmm...so what ya think is yours??? I have a quizzer in here Love Language Test  I already took this one and its fun. Honestly, I wasn’t that so surprised on the result of this quizzer ‘coz I got the gist on how it should be...well, it’s based on psychological study and I knew it’s so me. Now speak with me...what ‘ya think is mine? Whoops...I don’t know if my closest ones knew my love language hehe. I guess, they’re the one who would gonna be surprised anyway. So...you can let your friends, family and that special someone, anyone you love, to take this quizzer also so you will know his/her love language. Checked it out and see what love language you’re speaking. You can also go over this site from Dr. Chapman and know more about this 5lovelanguagesDrChapman.

An Open Letter from a Wishing Star

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This is not a heart break letter. Don’t worry. Nothing to break, ‘cause we? ------ No Commitment. Just issues.

Honestly, I don’t know how to start this. What words to choose, what paragraph to compose. Technically, I’m not good in writing.

The whole ride was totally fun! It was memorable, full of what ifs, full of smiles. And I know, I may have that fun in my life again, I know this is better for everyone involved.

       I feel total guilt about the disrespect I have shown to you, to her, and especially to myself. It’s time for me to step-up to the plate and quite acting like I don’t know the difference between GOOD and BAD.

My thoughts: “If you really want to love her, then you shouldn’t be messing around me. You should put all your time and effort into giving your relationship the attention it needs. And you can’t do that if I’m here. “

        My eyes have been opened. We BOTH deserve more, and it’s clear neither of us will find it in one another. Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

           

        I’m gonna smile like nothing’s wrong. Pretend that everything’s all right and act like it’s all perfect. Love was the greatest gift we have received, yet Love also brings the greatest pain we have to endure.

           

        One day when we least expect it, we will find that thingsare less painful. I was and will be forever amazed at how much my heart can bear. And yes, you and I will be grateful for all that we have lost and for all the things that we will find, in the RIGHT TIME.

      “Each night I put my head to my pillow, SMILE and telling myself I’m strong because another day has ended without YOU.”

It Still Hurts

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There are times that we would never thought that it still hurts, even though we are happy knowing the person we loved before were already committed with someone else. I got one story, and it goes like this:

                Holding my phone, I browse over the web, read updates from social media networks, clicking some likes and dragging down for more...then accidentally my eyes flicker over that post. Uh-oh, he got some updates. Got to pause awhile, checking that I’m not getting a false alarm. Bump! There it goes, “In a Relationship”. I switched off my phone and make up my mind. Got a sigh---a big sigh. Gosh, I’m happy for him, but I just can’t understand, why the hell do I feel such pain? Can’t deny - I get hurt, OMG, it still hurts.

                C'mon what happened??? Well, I came to realize what people mostly say “The value of a person is more appreciated when they’re gone” and it sucks me.